Oh My....

Yesterday was like a disaster... For real.. I got news that the result for the University intake would be out around 12noon yesterday... So i was like "Orite... Bring it on Mister!!".. 


12smtg... 


I logged on into the UPU website... My heart going like dub dab dub dab throughout the whole freaking time... Then... 


TAHNIAH!! ANDA TELAH DITAWAR KURSUS SARJANA MUDA TEKNOLOGI INUDSTRI KERATAN KAYU


And I was like "You gotta be kidding me"... "MAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"


My mum quickly saw the post and she was like speechless... Damn! The fact that I didn't apply for that stupid course made me uber angry... I specifically stated that I don't want any other courses besides Medic (or any course with Bio in it)... 


So... I got rejected twice from UiTM.. Right now, I'm lost for words.. Got no clue what to do.. It's like a dead end.. I just have to find another way and build a new path... 


One of my friend told me to look out for other courses like Law??? Architecture?? Wowwee... 


But yesterday was horrible.. Cause I know I am capable of achieving greatness.. Unfortunately, not in the Uni that I wanted.. Plus, I wanna go to and Ivy League University just like my brother... Sigh.. 


I got through yesterday.. One step at a time.. But one song kept me going and got me thinking about other options.. "Believe" by The Bravery.. I actually heard that song through Gossip Girl... :) Big influence in me.. 

Here's the link : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GP8TAvQetyo&feature=related


Soul searching time... 


Oh well..


XOXO

does life depend on a piece of paper???

went to get my STPM results the other day... with my mama some more.. my biggest concern on that day was whether i failed any of my subjects (esp Maths)... kinda blame myself for not taking STPM seriously.. i really needed awesome results but what da heck.. gotta be thankful for what you have right??

you see... its kinda funny how your future is determined by one piece of paper... i wanted to go for a medic degree actually.. but with those grades.. phew.. its gonna take me a miracle to have a place in any uni for a medic program... heh..

lesson learnt??? to prioritize yourself.. and not the distractions around u.. it can be anything.. from boys to toys... anything dat can get ur mind off ur life-long goals.. its easy for me to say dat but actually its really hard to resist the fact that its easier to have fun than to be stuck in your room reading "Biology Volume 1" or "Pengajian Am"... u know wad i mean..

so right now.. im trying my best to look for courses that suit me.. i don't like the fact that you're gonna be stuck with something that you're not even interested with for the rest of your life.. its like you're sitting next to a guy with serious BO problems for the rest of your life.. how annoying is that?? well.. i hope i can find a suitable subject to study.. and hopefully i can get into a good uni...

oh God help me...