Oh My....

Yesterday was like a disaster... For real.. I got news that the result for the University intake would be out around 12noon yesterday... So i was like "Orite... Bring it on Mister!!".. 


12smtg... 


I logged on into the UPU website... My heart going like dub dab dub dab throughout the whole freaking time... Then... 


TAHNIAH!! ANDA TELAH DITAWAR KURSUS SARJANA MUDA TEKNOLOGI INUDSTRI KERATAN KAYU


And I was like "You gotta be kidding me"... "MAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"


My mum quickly saw the post and she was like speechless... Damn! The fact that I didn't apply for that stupid course made me uber angry... I specifically stated that I don't want any other courses besides Medic (or any course with Bio in it)... 


So... I got rejected twice from UiTM.. Right now, I'm lost for words.. Got no clue what to do.. It's like a dead end.. I just have to find another way and build a new path... 


One of my friend told me to look out for other courses like Law??? Architecture?? Wowwee... 


But yesterday was horrible.. Cause I know I am capable of achieving greatness.. Unfortunately, not in the Uni that I wanted.. Plus, I wanna go to and Ivy League University just like my brother... Sigh.. 


I got through yesterday.. One step at a time.. But one song kept me going and got me thinking about other options.. "Believe" by The Bravery.. I actually heard that song through Gossip Girl... :) Big influence in me.. 

Here's the link : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GP8TAvQetyo&feature=related


Soul searching time... 


Oh well..


XOXO

A new beginning??? i don't think so...

Im back!!! 


Well, most of my friends are of to college or university by now... Me?? Still stuck at home.. Not to worry.. I have just found my new hobby.. The best so far... Drum rolls please... 

Yes... Gossip girl... Love it to the core!! 

"Gossip girl here, your one and only source into the scandalous lives of Manhattan's elite."

From Serena Van der Woodsen to Blair Waldorf.. I just love love love the scandals and of course I can't help but love the way they live in Manhattan's Upper East Side... Totally my new dream and goal... Not to forget the fabulous clothes that they wear.. 

Blair Waldorf

Her style is "classic, preppy and polished". Forget about jeans when it comes to Blair Waldorf. She would prefer well-tailored classic dresses with tights and of course her legendary headband. Blair wouldn't be Blair without her signature Queen headband. Plus, her super smooth hair. Perfection is key.

Serena Van Der Woodsen

Miss Serena however is said to have a "Kate Moss Inspired" look with a pinch of boho-chic and rocker look. Her signature piece??? Well-cut jackets is a must and not to forget skinny jeans and a fabulous handbag to go with it. Even if she's spotted with a dress, i bet it'll be with studded details. Bangles and layered necklaces also her defines her. Oh! That hair! Gorgeous messy blonde is the way to go. 

Georgina Sparks

Hands down. Georgina's style is totally FIERCE!! How can you not say that when you see her with those leather jackets, studded details, bad-ass shades and not to forget dem killer heels. Awesome to the core and my idol. Quote from Blair "Jesus dumped you coz he found out that you're Satan", there's no doubt she has the wicked fashion on GG. Oh fyi, fashion tips include dark-eyed makeup and black nail polish.

All the cat fights.. What about the boys??? Hold on tight girls... 

Presenting Chuck Bass, Nate Archibald and Dan Humphrey

Who do I pick?? The bad boy of course.. Chuck Bass... Oh how I love to hear him say "I'm Chuck Bass" 

Sexy voice, killer eyes and that bad boy attitude is just irresistible don't you think?? 

Owh heck.. I've just started on Season 3 and I'm so excited for Season 4. The things that'll keep me busy. I loike! 

Till next time.. XOXO.. :)

just the three of us..

Thursday... 25th March 2010...

The adventure begins....

the three musketeers...

MAATIN SHAKIR

MAURICE IAN WEE

MARIANNE TRA

went hiking at Paradise Santubong...

when we arrived... we registered Mau's car plate number and paid the entrance fee.. cheap!! RM8 all together...

anyhoo.. the owner of the place was like "hati-hati ar dik... marek ada orang patah kaki.. ya la tek.. nya terjun kak ya hempas batu di bah waterfall ya.. malam baru dapat masuk ambulance.. ingat ar dik.. hati-hati"....

 

honestly.. that kinda creep me out.. but what da heck.. ON JAK... so we started hiking.. at first.. there's like walkways and stuff.. so its not that bad.. until the walkway came to an end n we gotta walk on rocks n

dirt.. but fear not.. there's marker on trees that leads the way.. less than 10 minutes of hiking.. "omg.. this is tiring".. the result of staying at home being a couch potato all the time... my bad..

but but.. the forest is awesome.. something that we should really appreciate.. there's tall beautiful beautiful trees everywhere.. wish i can BBQ there... there's always next time.. anyhoo.. we hiked for about half an hour.. till we reach the first waterfall..

it's just beautiful.. the water is just so refreshing i tell you.. after the long tiring and sweaty hike.. u just wanna jump in with whatever you're wearing.. haha!!

then.. we decided to make a video of me and my cousin singing "dan sebenarnya"...

owh ya!! Maurice got bitten by a huge ant.. the ants there are like huge! like freakishly huge.. took the liberty to kill one.. hehe!! im just scared that it'll bite me too.. survival skills konon..

then then.. there's like a canopy walk looking tingy that is attached to trees and all.. one of the trees fell and landed on the suspending walkway.. but the walkway was not damaged in any way... wait.. ada la.. but abit ni.. heh.. wth?? im talking crap..  kay kay.. we went on the suspended walkway to take a look.. i admit i have a fear for heights.. but Maurice and Maatin were no help at all.. they start shaking the railings.. being me, i started screaming.. if i wanted to pee, i would pee right then and there.. hah!

since, the park closes by 6pm.. we needed to make our way down before 5pm because it gets really dark in there.. we decided to leave around 3.45..

halfway down..  Maurice decided to take a new route..

Maurice: come let's go this way..

Maatin: What??

Me: What?? this way la..

Maurice: I go this way.. u go that way.. see who reach first..

Marianne: What? u gila zit??

Maurice: come on la.. adventure!!

Marianne: Fine..

(the 3 Ms walked into the unknown route)

Maurice: LOOK!! mushrooms!!

Marianne: See!! we're not suppose to take this way la!!

Maurice: How would you know?

Marianne: Coz there's muchrooms?? which means nobody ever walk through this way..

Maurice: *sigh* Fine...

(the 3 Ms took the other route)

the story above sudah tambah garam dan lada... supaya ia sedap untuk dibaca.. (crap)..

once we reach the bottom.. Maurice and Maatin decided to go to Camp Permai... so OFF WE GO..

listening to "Life after you" by Chis Daughtry.. Mr Maurice Wee drove his sexy tequila to Camp Permai..

paid the stupid entrance fee and voila!! the beach!! awesome mengosome!! i don't know why but i just love the beach.. it's like my personal therapy tingee.. when i'm stress out o smtg.. i just sit there and think.. very calming.. awesome place...

anyhoo... Maurice rented a boogie board.. but unfortunately there are no mega waves.. just mini waves yang tidak guna.. so we make full use of the boogie board and do silly stunts.. that left my cousin Maatin falling on his butt most of the time..

boogie board.. can rent it for RM10

owh ya! there was a camera crew doing some shooting at Camp Permai.. and i tink we managed to be inside it somehow.. coz we were showing off our not so awesome boogie boarding skills and the cameraman was taking a video of us.. oooweee!! masuk tv...

i got nothing else to do but to menjemurkan diri.. hehe.. then.. i ask Maurice if i can use the boogie board.. as usual "ada udang di sebalik batu".. he pulled me deeper and deeper into the sea.. i kept screaming because reality check, im short and boys are just tall.. so ya.. i don't wanna die or drown o something.. when Maurice took away the board from me.. i realized that its not even deep.. blonde moment..

it was time to go home.. so i decided to shout "RACE!!!".. so the two boys obviously ran faster then me.. then KEDEBABOOB!! Maatin fell again.. i guess that was just one of his clumsy days.. so we had shower and head home.. made a silly video about pork leg but i can't post it tho.. controversial betul... 

Maurice however, went out to have dinner with Nurel.. an hour later.. my phone vibrate.. "Incoming call... Maurice Wee"...

Marianne: Hello..

Maurice: Sent Nurel home edi..

Marianne: Where u wanna go now??

Maurice: I wanna watch DISCOVERY CHANNEL

Marianne: Ok... come la..

my mum laughed at the fact that he drove all the way to my house just to watch DISCOVERY CHANNEL.. it tell you... when he watch that channel.. he's in his own world.. you can't even talk to him.. once things get a little boring.. we decided to go online and wanted to webcam with ppl... but mission failed.. next mission.. look for cool hairstyles for Maurice.. Maatin and I wanted Mau to cut his hair like Einstein.. That'll be cool..

Mau had enough of Discovery Channel.. so he went home.. and I had to send Maatin home.. all in all.. it was a fun day.. awesome day.. can't wait to have another adventure.. btw.. im planning to go hiking again.. this time.. i wanna hike for 4 hours till i reach the summit... Marianne the explorer is my name.. till then.. TATA..

a year older...

this is a post for my dearest cliffy.. he has been one of my closest cousins ever since God knows when.. i still remember those times when we used to take bath together.. don't get me wrong tho.. we were so young that we both didn't care about the fact that he's a boy and i'm a girl.. haha...he celebrated his 23rd birthday at his house the other day.. owh ya!! which reminds me.. his birthday is on the 13th March and mine is on the 31st March.. super easy for the both of us to remember each others birth date.. awesome mengosome!! so ya.. we had a gathering at his house.. i tell you.. jam pack doe!! haha... he invited close family and friends for dinn
er after church... his mama cooked awesome dishes which made everyone going for 2 to 3 rounds of servings.. fatness... haha..

the HTC youth clan singing happy birthday

Cliff and a bunch of his silly friends
(Justin Yeo, Desmond, Mark, Cornelius, Sean and Cliff)

Cliff cutting his bunga-bunga cinta birthday cake



Cliff and his Swinburne friends

awesome mengosome food

after eating.. u surely wanna drink kan?? here comes all the hard liquor.. there's vodka, red wine, white wine and whiskey.. really funny how our faces slowly turn red... and our voices seemed louder and louder.. haha.. one of cliff's friends, shyrone took a wee bit too much of everything that she eventually ended up in the toilet inverting her stomach out..

best friend of the night "Mr Whiskey"

and the drinking session goes on and on....

the 'ngirup' group

(Justin Martin, Cliff, Shyrone, Mark, Sean and Me)

ketua "ngirup"
(Mark and Sean)

this is how you look like after a few drinks.. you just don't care how you smile for the camera

it goes of as cliff going "anne... shy muntah".. then i 'rush' to the toilet and saw purple colour goo in the sink... to make things worst.. the sink was block.. so i bodoh2 become 'super woman' and take a paintbrush and stick it into the sink.. it worked but the paintbrush didn't survive the battle.. poor little paintbrush.. then.. victim number 2... the toothbrush (i have no clue who's toothbrush is it).. haha! i keep on sticking it into the stupid sink hole.. n voila!! it worked..

notice shy's face in both the pictures... hehe..

shy was leaning onto me.. n poor little me.. i just can't support her.. cliff btw was just standing there at the door laughing at me with that tipsy look.. i still remember we had to bring her into desmond's car.. n she started to puke again.. in a plastic bag.. haha!!

next stop.. shy's house.. but unfortunately she was not in perfect condition to go home.. we're scared that her parents go *@#^%&@*&#*@^#*%$!!!!! at her when she step into the house going all BLUEK.... hahaha.. so we went to 9898 to wait for cliff and dian who sent my mama n granny home.. while waiting.. shy was zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz at the back of the car.. we waited for quite some time and we had our keji general meeting.. after the meeting of the keji people was adjourned.. we head of to shy's friend's house because she cannot get sober.. haha.. poor soul.. then!!!!! BLUEK!!!!!!!!!! this time it's not from shy... it was from the dearest birthday boy.. haha.. fortunately he picked a suitable place to puke.. in the longkang.. hehe.. then then.. i decided to take a picture at the middle of the road.. here's the scary part... there was something behind me!! crapness!! totally freaked me out dude.. haha.. supernatural event.. after a whole night of "WOOHHOOOO!!" , "YAAAAAMMM SEEEENNG!!", "BLLUUUUEEEEKK" and supernatural events... we finally head home and snooze.. here's to cliff!!! hope u enjoyed your birthday... :) and i hope and pray that you would have a wonderful and awesome year ahead of you... CHEERS!!!

me and cliff :)

does life depend on a piece of paper???

went to get my STPM results the other day... with my mama some more.. my biggest concern on that day was whether i failed any of my subjects (esp Maths)... kinda blame myself for not taking STPM seriously.. i really needed awesome results but what da heck.. gotta be thankful for what you have right??

you see... its kinda funny how your future is determined by one piece of paper... i wanted to go for a medic degree actually.. but with those grades.. phew.. its gonna take me a miracle to have a place in any uni for a medic program... heh..

lesson learnt??? to prioritize yourself.. and not the distractions around u.. it can be anything.. from boys to toys... anything dat can get ur mind off ur life-long goals.. its easy for me to say dat but actually its really hard to resist the fact that its easier to have fun than to be stuck in your room reading "Biology Volume 1" or "Pengajian Am"... u know wad i mean..

so right now.. im trying my best to look for courses that suit me.. i don't like the fact that you're gonna be stuck with something that you're not even interested with for the rest of your life.. its like you're sitting next to a guy with serious BO problems for the rest of your life.. how annoying is that?? well.. i hope i can find a suitable subject to study.. and hopefully i can get into a good uni...

oh God help me...

kiddy meal

oooooweeeeeeeeeeeee...........

went out with my nephews yesterday and it was fun.... 1st up.. the spring... had ice cream at desserts since they x normally go to spring....

Eric eating his Choc Brownie ice cream



Max enjoying his Cookies & Cream ice cream



Pipi munching her Choc Mint ice cream

as for me... i had Tiramisu ice cream... yummy...

then we went to the gamer shop coz Eric wants some games for his psp... kids nowadays... wonder wad happen to playing monopoly or riding a bicycle?? haha..

then all of them wanted to go to the hills since they haven't got the chance to go there yet... but actually they just wanna go see...

heaven for kids.. including me.. :)

i always love the bubble tingee.. the wan that comes in a bottle with a stick inside.. the one that u blow n then got bubble go out?? ok.. this sounds wrong.. haha.. anyhoo.. they had huge bottles of those.. huhu!! i want that for my birthday.. :)

the kids had the time of their life.. haha.. who wouldn't when they see that much toys in one store... huhu... too bad we didn't bring the youngest nephew.. Jack jack.. he would be extremely hyper n happy if he was there... nvmd.. there's always next time.. :)

before that, we had dinner at Marrybrown.. yummy yum yum...

spoiler got Mawi's face...

awesome food... great company = totally awesome outing..

after that.. we went to bing coz we ran out of ideas on where to go... so we ended up going home coz Pipi got school the next day... feel so old when i had to send them back coz they got school n i don't.. haha.. hopefully i get to bring them out agn next week... fingers crossed.. :)

tata boony boon boon....

hey all... here's a post for my 3rd bro...

CHRISTOPHER JOHANN JABAT

he's my awesome mengosome chomel brother who's gonna turn 26 this year.. ehe... tua...

anyhoo... he's studying at UiTM now... Arau, Perlis branch... so not awesome...

coz dis year he's gonna finish his degree and his gonna continue his practical...

so most probably he's gonna stay put there for quite some time...

he was back at kuching for the xmas holidays and it was a blast..

kinda miss his annoying attitude.. n his out of nowhere punches which hurts so bad...

although he had broken my leg once and punch me a few times.. he's still my bro.. :)

so here's to you... :)

hopefully u'll do alright in perlis and get some awesome sis-in-law for me... haha...

im so gonna miss our outing and gila gila moments...

ur super huge apetite (ur so gonna have a hunger strike at Arau) :)

cheers!! gonna miss you boony...

Gordon (super tua), Christopher (tua), Me (muda giler) and Shenton (boleh la tua)