Saturday, July 31, 2010

Sinusitis.. *gasp*

Hello people.. 


Today I 'm gonna talk about something that I'm gonna live with for the rest of my life. I've accepted it as a part of me and actually I think it's rather funny coz it is as if my nose have a life of its own or something. 


It started off with a migraine. I thought it was one of those normal migraines because I heard a lot about it from my mum. Days goes by and the pain had gone form bad to worst. Half of my face was swollen and my eyes were watery. It even scared my friends because they had never seen anything like that related to migraine. It had affected me a lot in my studies as the pain would get worst when I'm stressed out. 


Even my Chemistry teacher didn't understand what I had to go through. There's this one time, half of my face was in so much pain that I had to cover it up with my hands just to make it feel better. I actually got scolded for that because my teacher thought that I was sleeping and not paying attention in class. I didn't bother to answer back since it was too painful.


So, I told my mum about it and she took me to a family doctor, Dr Nadia. 


Before that, my brother did a research and he told me that it could be aneurysm or sinusitis. 


I was keeping my fingers crossed for sinusitis instead of aneurysm. 


What's aneurysm??? According to Wikipedia,


"Aneurysm is a localized, blood-filled dilation (balloon-like bulge) of a blood vessel caused by disease or weakening of the vessel wall. Aneurysms most commonly occur in arteries at the base of the brain (the circle of Willis) and in the aorta (the main artery coming out of the heart, an aortic aneurysm). As the size of an aneurysm increases, there is an increased risk of rupture, which can result in severe hemorrhage, other complications or even death."


One of the ways, to cure or reduce the magnitude of the pain is through surgery, which means they'll open up your head and try their best to remove the dilation in the brain. My brother even said that I wouldn't be able to study and do sports anymore if I have aneurysm.


So... Dr Nadia told me to do an MRI scan at Normah Medical Specialist Centre so that she could identify the main cause of the problem. 




MRI is cool. But you gotta stay still and not move for less than half an hour. The knocking, rapping sound was kinda freaky but funny at the same time as try to make silly music out of it. 




I gotta say that the staff of Normah Specialist Centre are really helpful, kudos to them. Plus, I'm a "Normah baby" so I'm given some kind of priority and better services. YAY! 


So, I got the MRI results and went straight to Dr Nadia.


DRUM ROLLS PLEASE!!!


Maxillary Sinusitis which can cause pressure on the cheek area, causes toothaches and headaches.


Well, at least it is better than aneurysm. Like what they say, "When life gives you lemon, you make lemonade".


According to Wikipedia, 

"Sinusitis is inflammation of the paranasal sinuses, which may be due to infectionallergy or autoimmune issues"


So, I started using nasal spray. When the first bottle of nasal spray was finished, my nose felt better and I thought that it was healed. It was practically the worst thing I've decided to do. I stopped using the nasal spray for a while. 


Recently, the pain at the cheek area relapse and it was worst. I had this thick greenish-yellow discharge coming out from my nose which block the nostrils and became hard for me to breathe, especially at night. 


The sinusitis got worst when it started to bleed. 


Back to Dr Nadia....


"My dear... Why didn't you continue using your nasal spray??? You have very bad allergies so you shouldn't stop using it.. So I'm gonna give you some pills to reduce the inflammation and a nasal spray okay??". 


This is how it looks like...


Mine looks something like that...
I actually thought that I lost my sense of smell because of the nasal spray. But, Dr Nadia told me that it is because of the sinus itself. The inflammation was so bad that it block the upper nasal cavity, so I can't smell anything not even ammonia. That was how bad it was.


But now, I've taken the medication and also the nasal spray. 


This is actually how you use a nasal spray




AND I CAN SMELL!!!!!!!! Finally... 


I can't expose myself to dust and all that because I'm allergic to it. Like yesterday, me and my mum cleaned my brother's house. I started to have flu-like symptoms but I thought it was normal. Not till I came back and found blood in my nose. 


I guess I do have a valid reason not to take TEKNOLOGI INDUSTRI KERATAN KAYU after all. I wouldn't wanna wear a protective suit everyday...  




Till next time..


XOXO

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

You got me thinking....

Holla!!!

So.... My mama is a member of the Lions International under the Lions Club of Kuching Ixora... They are actually an NGO group with missions and vissions to improve the lives of the poor and the needy... So, recently my mama got elected as the Club Secretary... AGAIN...


One of their topics during their meeting is the Fund Raising Project... So THAT got me thinking of ideas and such (Maybe I should become an event planner)... One of my ideas is to have a charity ball... Like one of those grand charity ball  and Kiss on the Lips Party in Gossip Girl... But what theme???


So I put on my thinking hat...

TADA!!! A halloween party!!!!



Why not right?? I mean.. Halloweens are vastly celebrated in Kuching already and it's no doubt a big event...

So... Invite those awesome DJs from KL... And provide good food and entertainment... Have the dance groups perform "thriller"... Since Michael Jackson is still a hot thing in Asia... I won't be surprised if teens, young adults and sporting adults would come and enjoy their Halloween Night...

It would be so memorable as you would see people in awesome costumes... It'll be so much fun if we can have sponsors from different companies and hav the dining hall amazingly pimp out Halloween style..

It'll be even better if the food and drinks would also have the Halloween theme... Like Eye Ball Cocktail or Spider Chicken.. There's so many things that you can think of when it comes to Halloween...

Idea Number 2?????


Masquerade Charity Ball!! Open for man and women of ALL AGES!!! It'll be a classy event.. With amazing dresses and black tie suits... Not to forget.. MASKS!!

There'll be DJs and amazing aerial ribbon performers... Darn!! It sure cost alot... :) But what the heck.. When there's a will, there's a way!!


This idea is actually from Gossip Girl.. AGAIN... It's amazin'....

But the main problem??? Selling the idea to the Board of Directors... You'll need FULL SUPPORT from the Board and a GOOD COMMITTEE to handle this project... But then, it'll be an event that Kuching would surely remember if it happens.. :)

Finger crossed...

Phew!! Just needed to let that idea out..

If the event does happen???? I would dress up as Barbie Doll for the Halloween Party (Everything PINK!) and dress up like Blair or Serena for the Masquerade Ball.... And i just watched a make up tutorial from Michelle Phan on Youtube.. She's amazing.. And so is the make up... Totally FAB...


Here are the links..

Barbie Doll Make up ==> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J4-GRH2nDvw&feature=related
Masquerade Make up ==>http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W245_LgsJpc&feature=related

Till then..

XOXO

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Oh My....

Yesterday was like a disaster... For real.. I got news that the result for the University intake would be out around 12noon yesterday... So i was like "Orite... Bring it on Mister!!".. 


12smtg... 


I logged on into the UPU website... My heart going like dub dab dub dab throughout the whole freaking time... Then... 


TAHNIAH!! ANDA TELAH DITAWAR KURSUS SARJANA MUDA TEKNOLOGI INUDSTRI KERATAN KAYU


And I was like "You gotta be kidding me"... "MAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"


My mum quickly saw the post and she was like speechless... Damn! The fact that I didn't apply for that stupid course made me uber angry... I specifically stated that I don't want any other courses besides Medic (or any course with Bio in it)... 


So... I got rejected twice from UiTM.. Right now, I'm lost for words.. Got no clue what to do.. It's like a dead end.. I just have to find another way and build a new path... 


One of my friend told me to look out for other courses like Law??? Architecture?? Wowwee... 


But yesterday was horrible.. Cause I know I am capable of achieving greatness.. Unfortunately, not in the Uni that I wanted.. Plus, I wanna go to and Ivy League University just like my brother... Sigh.. 


I got through yesterday.. One step at a time.. But one song kept me going and got me thinking about other options.. "Believe" by The Bravery.. I actually heard that song through Gossip Girl... :) Big influence in me.. 



Here's the link : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GP8TAvQetyo&feature=related


Soul searching time... 


Oh well..


XOXO

Friday, July 16, 2010

A new beginning??? i don't think so...


Im back!!! 


Well, most of my friends are of to college or university by now... Me?? Still stuck at home.. Not to worry.. I have just found my new hobby.. The best so far... Drum rolls please... 



Yes... Gossip girl... Love it to the core!! 

"Gossip girl here, your one and only source into the scandalous lives of Manhattan's elite."

From Serena Van der Woodsen to Blair Waldorf.. I just love love love the scandals and of course I can't help but love the way they live in Manhattan's Upper East Side... Totally my new dream and goal... Not to forget the fabulous clothes that they wear.. 



Blair Waldorf





Her style is "classic, preppy and polished". Forget about jeans when it comes to Blair Waldorf. She would prefer well-tailored classic dresses with tights and of course her legendary headband. Blair wouldn't be Blair without her signature Queen headband. Plus, her super smooth hair. Perfection is key.

Serena Van Der Woodsen

Miss Serena however is said to have a "Kate Moss Inspired" look with a pinch of boho-chic and rocker look. Her signature piece??? Well-cut jackets is a must and not to forget skinny jeans and a fabulous handbag to go with it. Even if she's spotted with a dress, i bet it'll be with studded details. Bangles and layered necklaces also her defines her. Oh! That hair! Gorgeous messy blonde is the way to go. 

Georgina Sparks



Hands down. Georgina's style is totally FIERCE!! How can you not say that when you see her with those leather jackets, studded details, bad-ass shades and not to forget dem killer heels. Awesome to the core and my idol. Quote from Blair "Jesus dumped you coz he found out that you're Satan", there's no doubt she has the wicked fashion on GG. Oh fyi, fashion tips include dark-eyed makeup and black nail polish.



All the cat fights.. What about the boys??? Hold on tight girls... 



Presenting Chuck Bass, Nate Archibald and Dan Humphrey

Who do I pick?? The bad boy of course.. Chuck Bass... Oh how I love to hear him say "I'm Chuck Bass" 



Sexy voice, killer eyes and that bad boy attitude is just irresistible don't you think?? 

Owh heck.. I've just started on Season 3 and I'm so excited for Season 4. The things that'll keep me busy. I loike! 

Till next time.. XOXO.. :)


Saturday, March 27, 2010

just the three of us..

Thursday... 25th March 2010...

The adventure begins....

the three musketeers...






MAATIN SHAKIR







MAURICE IAN WEE














MARIANNE TRA







went hiking at Paradise Santubong...


when we arrived... we registered Mau's car plate number and paid the entrance fee.. cheap!! RM8 all together...


anyhoo.. the owner of the place was like "hati-hati ar dik... marek ada orang patah kaki.. ya la tek.. nya terjun kak ya hempas batu di bah waterfall ya.. malam baru dapat masuk ambulance.. ingat ar dik.. hati-hati"....

 


honestly.. that kinda creep me out.. but what da heck.. ON JAK... so we started hiking.. at first.. there's like walkways and stuff.. so its not that bad.. until the walkway came to an end n we gotta walk on rocks n
dirt.. but fear not.. there's marker on trees that leads the way.. less than 10 minutes of hiking.. "omg.. this is tiring".. the result of staying at home being a couch potato all the time... my bad..

but but.. the forest is awesome.. something that we should really appreciate.. there's tall beautiful beautiful trees everywhere.. wish i can BBQ there... there's always next time.. anyhoo.. we hiked for about half an hour.. till we reach the first waterfall..


it's just beautiful.. the water is just so refreshing i tell you.. after the long tiring and sweaty hike.. u just wanna jump in with whatever you're wearing.. haha!!

then.. we decided to make a video of me and my cousin singing "dan sebenarnya"...

owh ya!! Maurice got bitten by a huge ant.. the ants there are like huge! like freakishly huge.. took the liberty to kill one.. hehe!! im just scared that it'll bite me too.. survival skills konon..


then then.. there's like a canopy walk looking tingy that is attached to trees and all.. one of the trees fell and landed on the suspending walkway.. but the walkway was not damaged in any way... wait.. ada la.. but abit ni.. heh.. wth?? im talking crap..  kay kay.. we went on the suspended walkway to take a look.. i admit i have a fear for heights.. but Maurice and Maatin were no help at all.. they start shaking the railings.. being me, i started screaming.. if i wanted to pee, i would pee right then and there.. hah!

since, the park closes by 6pm.. we needed to make our way down before 5pm because it gets really dark in there.. we decided to leave around 3.45..

halfway down..  Maurice decided to take a new route..

Maurice: come let's go this way..
Maatin: What??
Me: What?? this way la..
Maurice: I go this way.. u go that way.. see who reach first..
Marianne: What? u gila zit??
Maurice: come on la.. adventure!!
Marianne: Fine..
(the 3 Ms walked into the unknown route)
Maurice: LOOK!! mushrooms!!
Marianne: See!! we're not suppose to take this way la!!
Maurice: How would you know?
Marianne: Coz there's muchrooms?? which means nobody ever walk through this way..
Maurice: *sigh* Fine...
(the 3 Ms took the other route)

the story above sudah tambah garam dan lada... supaya ia sedap untuk dibaca.. (crap)..

once we reach the bottom.. Maurice and Maatin decided to go to Camp Permai... so OFF WE GO..

listening to "Life after you" by Chis Daughtry.. Mr Maurice Wee drove his sexy tequila to Camp Permai..


paid the stupid entrance fee and voila!! the beach!! awesome mengosome!! i don't know why but i just love the beach.. it's like my personal therapy tingee.. when i'm stress out o smtg.. i just sit there and think.. very calming.. awesome place...

anyhoo... Maurice rented a boogie board.. but unfortunately there are no mega waves.. just mini waves yang tidak guna.. so we make full use of the boogie board and do silly stunts.. that left my cousin Maatin falling on his butt most of the time..

boogie board.. can rent it for RM10
owh ya! there was a camera crew doing some shooting at Camp Permai.. and i tink we managed to be inside it somehow.. coz we were showing off our not so awesome boogie boarding skills and the cameraman was taking a video of us.. oooweee!! masuk tv...


i got nothing else to do but to menjemurkan diri.. hehe.. then.. i ask Maurice if i can use the boogie board.. as usual "ada udang di sebalik batu".. he pulled me deeper and deeper into the sea.. i kept screaming because reality check, im short and boys are just tall.. so ya.. i don't wanna die or drown o something.. when Maurice took away the board from me.. i realized that its not even deep.. blonde moment..

it was time to go home.. so i decided to shout "RACE!!!".. so the two boys obviously ran faster then me.. then KEDEBABOOB!! Maatin fell again.. i guess that was just one of his clumsy days.. so we had shower and head home.. made a silly video about pork leg but i can't post it tho.. controversial betul... 

Maurice however, went out to have dinner with Nurel.. an hour later.. my phone vibrate.. "Incoming call... Maurice Wee"...

Marianne: Hello..
Maurice: Sent Nurel home edi..
Marianne: Where u wanna go now??
Maurice: I wanna watch DISCOVERY CHANNEL
Marianne: Ok... come la..

my mum laughed at the fact that he drove all the way to my house just to watch DISCOVERY CHANNEL.. it tell you... when he watch that channel.. he's in his own world.. you can't even talk to him.. once things get a little boring.. we decided to go online and wanted to webcam with ppl... but mission failed.. next mission.. look for cool hairstyles for Maurice.. Maatin and I wanted Mau to cut his hair like Einstein.. That'll be cool..

Mau had enough of Discovery Channel.. so he went home.. and I had to send Maatin home.. all in all.. it was a fun day.. awesome day.. can't wait to have another adventure.. btw.. im planning to go hiking again.. this time.. i wanna hike for 4 hours till i reach the summit... Marianne the explorer is my name.. till then.. TATA..

Monday, March 22, 2010

a year older...

this is a post for my dearest cliffy.. he has been one of my closest cousins ever since God knows when.. i still remember those times when we used to take bath together.. don't get me wrong tho.. we were so young that we both didn't care about the fact that he's a boy and i'm a girl.. haha...he celebrated his 23rd birthday at his house the other day.. owh ya!! which reminds me.. his birthday is on the 13th March and mine is on the 31st March.. super easy for the both of us to remember each others birth date.. awesome mengosome!! so ya.. we had a gathering at his house.. i tell you.. jam pack doe!! haha... he invited close family and friends for dinn
er after church... his mama cooked
awesome dishes which made everyone going for 2 to 3 rounds of servings.. fatness... haha..

the HTC youth clan singing happy birthday


Cliff and a bunch of his silly friends
(Justin Yeo, Desmond, Mark, Cornelius, Sean and Cliff)


Cliff cutting his bunga-bunga cinta birthday cake



Cliff and his Swinburne friends


awesome mengosome food


after eating.. u surely wanna drink kan?? here comes all the hard liquor.. there's vodka, red wine, white wine and whiskey.. really funny how our faces slowly turn red... and our voices seemed louder and louder.. haha.. one of cliff's friends, shyrone took a wee bit too much of everything that she eventually ended up in the toilet inverting her stomach out..


best friend of the night "Mr Whiskey"

and the drinking session goes on and on....

the 'ngirup' group
(Justin Martin, Cliff, Shyrone, Mark, Sean and Me)


ketua "ngirup"
(Mark and Sean)

this is how you look like after a few drinks.. you just don't care how you smile for the camera


it goes of as cliff going "anne... shy muntah".. then i 'rush' to the toilet and saw purple colour goo in the sink... to make things worst.. the sink was block.. so i bodoh2 become 'super woman' and take a paintbrush and stick it into the sink.. it worked but the paintbrush didn't survive the battle.. poor little paintbrush.. then.. victim number 2... the toothbrush (i have no clue who's toothbrush is it).. haha! i keep on sticking it into the stupid sink hole.. n voila!! it worked..


notice shy's face in both the pictures... hehe..

shy was leaning onto me.. n poor little me.. i just can't support her.. cliff btw was just standing there at the door laughing at me with that tipsy look.. i still remember we had to bring her into desmond's car.. n she started to puke again.. in a plastic bag.. haha!!
next stop.. shy's house.. but unfortunately she was not in perfect condition to go home.. we're scared that her parents go *@#^%&@*&#*@^#*%$!!!!! at her when she step into the house going all BLUEK.... hahaha.. so we went to 9898 to wait for cliff and dian who sent my mama n granny home.. while waiting.. shy was zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz at the back of the car.. we waited for quite some time and we had our keji general meeting.. after the meeting of the keji people was adjourned.. we head of to shy's friend's house because she cannot get sober.. haha.. poor soul.. then!!!!! BLUEK!!!!!!!!!! this time it's not from shy... it was from the dearest birthday boy.. haha.. fortunately he picked a suitable place to puke.. in the longkang.. hehe.. then then.. i decided to take a picture at the middle of the road.. here's the scary part... there was something behind me!! crapness!! totally freaked me out dude.. haha.. supernatural event.. after a whole night of "WOOHHOOOO!!" , "YAAAAAMMM SEEEENNG!!", "BLLUUUUEEEEKK" and supernatural events... we finally head home and snooze.. here's to cliff!!! hope u enjoyed your birthday... :) and i hope and pray that you would have a wonderful and awesome year ahead of you... CHEERS!!!
me and cliff :)