listen up!!

here's a post to all you stupid stalkers...

first of all.. what's up with all that cheap and lame pick up lines??? can't you do any better?? gosh...

quote from stalker A: "hey u cute girl.."

wtf right?? i mean.. i x even know you.. what makes you think you can say that?? thanks for calling me cute and all but come on la... what in your right mind would wanna talk to a random person in that manner... right??

if you need a friend then fine but don't la talk like that.. so noob... so desperate...

and another thing.. the only topic they talk about is sex... feel like i wanna suggest them to go to petanak or haji taha or somewhere... either that or counseling..

attention stalkers out there.. please have some respect for us ladies... we're not just some piece of meat ya... you don't just meet a girl and suddenly talk about sex... how sick is that??? all you can think about when you look at a girl is only for your personal pleasure ka?? man that's sick...

quote from stalker (freak) A: i thought you're open minded.. (talking about sex)... just delete me from your friends list.. i don't like closed minded chinese girls... i prefer malay girls cause they're open minded..

i was so pissed off cause of two things that time..

first of all... i'm not chinese.. and what's with the comparing between races?? i thought we're living in a civilised world.. or maybe he's in the uncivilised society... what pitty.. total loser... and it comes to show that he don't even know me yet.. right?? and this leads us to the next point..

secondly... why would you wanna talk about sex to a person who just knew in less than an hour?? is that all you're looking for?? get a life dude... so pissed off la...

anyhoo... to all you weirdos.. not to worry.. there's a explaination for the sex addiction.. you know how our body is controlled by hormones right?? so there's a neurohormone called dopamine which is in control of this addiction.. the difference between sex addicts from other normal people is that they are unable to control themselves... "mind over matter" don't get me wrong though... dopamine is also related to other functions of the body.. like muscle contractions and all...

i'm just hoping that i would not go through this experience again.. it's just disgusting.. truly disgusting...

bing!!

yup.. a sudden click in my brain... was gazing away while watching a movie... thinking about someone.. what would he be doing in this hour... sleeping??? drinking away??? i don't know... i guess its hard to let someone go..

so here's the thing... which one would you prefer?? being dumped because that someone has found someone new?? or being dumped cause he's just not into you (or any other girl.. but have a chance of liking someone)??

hanging out in the same group of friends as ur ex-boyfriend is definitely suicidal... have to admit its really tough.. the thing that scares me the most?? the day he comes hand in hand with another girl... its like the past repeating itself.. but with another girl (i hope)... friends were there to always support you.. but at the end of the day.. it comes down to you...

"so what are you gonna do now??"... i ask myself that very same question every time i wake up... funny how a simple sentence like "this is it.. its over" can absolutely alter your life... and poof.. there he goes... gone.. like all the other boys.. they just come and go...

don't get me wrong.. this topic is just about moving on.. i guess.. or simply just babbling along.. some of my friends said "don't worry.. u'll find a better guy one day".. sorry guys but this shop is close... no more vacancies.. if u get what i mean..

"that excitement that i had with you was too good to be true... "

thats all i can say.. so cheers to all you ladies who are lucky enough to find someone special to love.. for those who haven't, its alright.. you can always call it quits like me..

bon voyage love game...

you've hit me real hard...

back again..

ola!!

just finished another phase of my life... STPM!! it stands for Sijil Tinggi Pelajaran Malaysia.. really afraid of my results tho.. didn't do my best.. anyhoo.. form 6 life is full of surprises.. and it really did change me in a way... can't see any reason why i should turn back time and not enter form6.. looking back, it was an awesome one and a half years of my life..

my first day in form 6 was kinda akward b'coz honestly, i wasn't close to anyone in the class... as days go by, became friends with my fellow classmates... it was interesting.. coz there were boys in the class.. 3 of them.. ben, ches n saf... d top 3 alpha males in class..


another awesome fact about lower 6 is that we had festivals in class... food festival of course.. *nom nom nom*... hehe... it was an awesome class of 19 kids.. not to forget our dear teachers.. well some of them are dear to us.. but the others are just some kind of deco.. sorry.. heh..



biology class was THE BEST and we had the most headache in that class too.. we had to finish a whole load of practical... one of them is an ecology project... got a sun tan coz we had to go to the "site" which was in the middle of nowhere.. the things we did?? count grass (sad but true) and collect grass n took pictures of them... if only the grass could talk.. wonder what would it say..

then came the prefect board.. surprise surprise.. im a prefect.. that's what i thought when i got the post.. but it was fun.. learnt alot of things being a prefect.. n thats not it.. we even have a prefect retreat at damai.. awesome mengosome..



then there were 17... n only one alpha male.. ben lau..

upper 6 was a whole new chapter all together... we were toned down.. n d kiasu geng comprising of Philu, Joanne, Delie and Ah Song were getting more kiasu.. exams were extremely hard n we we had to focus on STPM.. owh ya!! the disection!! brutal acts of bio students...


words cant explain how upper 6 was... the moments in class with friends.. the rough times being a prefect... new friends.. shocking menyoking moments.. its a chapter of my life that i will cherish..

goodbye form 6..

Happy Father's Day!!

first of all... HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!! to all you dads out there... i must say that even though mums do all the "push push" and the mummy job (which is alot), dads are always there to somehow encourage you and pick you up when you fall...

today, i went to a funeral.. it was my dad's cousin's funeral... on father's day... and it made me wonder how the kids would feel and think to see their dad being buried on father's day... and when i look over to my dad and his big belly... and suddenly feel lucky that he is still here with me.. and my mum too... i cannot imagine myself without them..

Family members praying over my uncle...

then... i visited my grandpa's grave... he was buried next to a YB which was funny cause... my grandpa was an ordinary guy who lived his life with just a simple mission to raise his kids and ensure a healthy environment for his family... not like now.. everything is about position and wealth... and THAT made me think... no matter what post you held when you're alive.. no matter how much money you make.. it does not matter... it's about how many lives you've touched... like that YB.. lord bless his soul.. but he was way off compared to my grandpa... but he was buried just next to my grandpa.. THE IRONY...

My grandpa's grave on the right and the YB on the left..

nevertheless... i managed to wish him happy father's day.. hehe... so here is to my daddy.. beer belly... lazy bum bum.. and a whole lot of fun to bully... hehe...

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY PA!!!