does life depend on a piece of paper???

went to get my STPM results the other day... with my mama some more.. my biggest concern on that day was whether i failed any of my subjects (esp Maths)... kinda blame myself for not taking STPM seriously.. i really needed awesome results but what da heck.. gotta be thankful for what you have right??

you see... its kinda funny how your future is determined by one piece of paper... i wanted to go for a medic degree actually.. but with those grades.. phew.. its gonna take me a miracle to have a place in any uni for a medic program... heh..

lesson learnt??? to prioritize yourself.. and not the distractions around u.. it can be anything.. from boys to toys... anything dat can get ur mind off ur life-long goals.. its easy for me to say dat but actually its really hard to resist the fact that its easier to have fun than to be stuck in your room reading "Biology Volume 1" or "Pengajian Am"... u know wad i mean..

so right now.. im trying my best to look for courses that suit me.. i don't like the fact that you're gonna be stuck with something that you're not even interested with for the rest of your life.. its like you're sitting next to a guy with serious BO problems for the rest of your life.. how annoying is that?? well.. i hope i can find a suitable subject to study.. and hopefully i can get into a good uni...

oh God help me...